I am not new. This is an account that I am using to say what I truly want. No one knows this one. It comes with a certain freedom, really.

But none of you care, not that I blame you.

I'm not quite sure what else to put here. I truly don't expect anyone to read my stuff, or even stumble across this page.

However, if you do, I'd appreciate your unpolluted thoughts.

Hm. It came across my mind that if you do read my stuff, you can easily think that this is a self pity thing, where I'm looking for validation or for someone to take care of me.

Wrong.

I'm just putting my words to paper.

EDIT I'm turning this account over to a friend. I don't want to hide my stuff anymore.

So be nice.